But the truth is that ive never fallen so hard

Mon, 26 Dec 2005 08:35:22 GMT

i overreact hardcore

Merry Christmas Faggits!

even tho its been over for like 34 min now

i love you baby with all of my heart. your amazing!

Sat, 10 Dec 2005 22:08:15 GMT

i made the biggest mistake of my life...

im sorry

:( :( :( :( :( :(

Fri, 02 Dec 2005 02:25:48 GMT

i grounded till the end of time

i hate not having my phone i feel like i lose control of my life when i dont have it. sad huh?

i hate people and their dumb nonsense they bring with them

i hate people who say theyre your friends and stab you in the back

i hate liars

i hate being home with my mom

i hate stressing out

i feel like im traped im my house

i love drew but hes making me sad this week and i havnt seen him since last friday :( or maybe it was wednesday..whatever im still sad..

oolddddd song

Wed, 26 Oct 2005 04:00:23 GMT

Somewhere there's speaking
It's already coming in
Oh and it's rising at the back of your mind
You never could get it
Unless you were fed it
Now you're here and you don't know why

But under skinned knees and the skid marks
Past the places where you used to learn
You howl and listen
Listen and wait for the
Echoes of angels who won't return

He's everything you want
He's everything you need
He's everything inside of you
That you wish you could be
He says all the right things
At exactly the right time
But he means nothing to you
And you don't know why

You're waiting for someone
To put you together
You're waiting for someone to push you away
There's always another wound to discover
There's always something more you wish he'd say

But you'll just sit tight
And watch it unwind
It's only what you're asking for
And you'll be just fine
With all of your time
It's only what you're waiting for

Out of the island
Into the highway
Past the places where you might have turned
You never did notice
But you still hide away
The anger of angels who won't return

[[I am everything you want]]
[[I am everything you need]]
[[I am everything inside of you]]
[[That you wish you could be]]
[[I say all the right things]]
[[At exactly the right time]]
[[But I mean nothing to you and I don't know why]]
[[And I don't know why]]
Why
I don't know

..

Thu, 20 Oct 2005 18:44:22 GMT

i got in a really big fight wiht my dad last night and was up all night crying and i didnt get any sleep so i stayed home today..i guess im just a big dissapointment. and im getting sick and my neck still hurts like a bitch.. im having a great day

i love youuu

Wed, 19 Oct 2005 23:02:47 GMT

yepppp life is pretty much perfect :)

some pics from friday night

Mon, 03 Oct 2005 21:54:59 GMT

yeah thats about itttt <3

Mon, 03 Oct 2005 04:28:12 GMT

fridays party was sick as hell and i fucking love all the drunk pics that were taken. theyre still making me laugh like no other :)

saturday was lame except for djs game and hanging out with stephen till fucking forever like 1230 or something cause mommy was gone yet again all night. and actually trusted me to stay by myself :)

Today = best day ever

barona races + hot ass guys + me and danae = tan lines, sunglasses tanlines and a new deal! and our racer boys gotta love em!!

but thennnnn

seeing hunter & his truck, derricks & them bringing up greg... totaly brings me back to reality that im not happy at all right now. and it all falss back down on that one person

Sat, 01 Oct 2005 22:16:20 GMT

so my moms back to dating that alcoholic fucking asshole and my dads in jail right now. fuck it i swear

Tue, 27 Sep 2005 21:13:34 GMT

everything is so shitty right now.